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My meeting at Gibbs

Heyyy Everyone!! Well, I had said I'd be updating today... So here goes.... We got there at 11 for our meeting at Gibbs in Piskataway, NJ.... I was madd nervous at first, which is normal.... I felt a warm feeling once I went in the doors of this place.... A good feeling inside.... I learned about the programs they have here, and it was a good meeting.. The lady we met was really nice, and the school isn't too big nor are the sizes of the classes... We got a tour... I liked it right away, somehow I already knew this would be the school I go to... I was right, I start in January, I'll be in the program: Legal Executive Assistant... Which is a lot of computer work, and stuff I like to do, to learn more about it, IM, e-mail, or call me.... I'm both scared and excited... With every new experience that's how I always am... Which is totally normal... I'm goin to be working VERY hard... But don't worry I won't forget bout u guys... This is why this site is sooo important... I will be away most of the time either working or at school, but when anyone comments here, it goes IMMEDIATELY to my e-mail, so I get it right away if you guys need me for anything... I still have 3 months before this BIG STEP in my life takes place... I also in that time, must get my license and will be gettin a car.... Well, that's it for now folks! Enjoy and feel free to comment anytime ;) Ciao! <3

A day of Progress

Heyyy guyz!! Today was a good, and productive day... I did some practice driving, and also learned how to parallel park... I didn't do bad.... It looks harder then it looks... I did it correctly a few times and I'm sooo proud of myself... I'm one step closer to gettin my license.... From now on, I'll be driving to work, so I get more practice... I spent the whole day w/ my Dad which was great since we don't get to spend much time together... After we practiced driving at the High school, he navigated me to Highland Park where we went to eat for dinner... Afterwards, he drove again and we did some food shopping and back home.... So I'm very happy w/ the way this day came out... Well, that's it for now... Byeez <3

New pic of me I just took enjoy!

First day at JCPenny Portrait Studio

Heyyy guyz!! I told you I'd be updating later... Well, I was nervous for no reason... Things went well... Also, just my luck, someone else was training w/ me as well and she's only a year younger then me... We got along right away... Her name is Deborah... We'll be working the same times this week... Here's my sched. for anyone who's interested to know in case you want to chill or something... I'm working Wed & Fri. 3-7.... Today went well.... I learned a lot of stuff... I think I can do this... I like the Manager, she's very nice... It's a new experience, and I have a good feeling about it... Time flew by as it always does.... So I relaxed a bit once I got home... But, it feels great to work once again... To earn my own living again... Well that's it for tonite's entry.... Feel free to comment if you so desire to.... Ciao! <3

In Memory of 9/11 God Bless America!! <3

My thoughts at the moment <3

"FiRsT lOvE"
5/16/2003
You never forget your first love.
No matter how much you try.
You will always remember them, just the way things were. When the both you were sooo innocent and pure.
No matter how much he hurt you or you hurt him. You will always have the memories the two of you shared.
They will always be replayed inside your mind. That person will always be special to you. Whether you know it now or don't.
There won't always be second chances. But, it's always nice to be forgiven. Even if you have moved on and found another love.
Getting hurt is a part of life.
Eventhough you may find it hard to heal. Somehow, you always do. You get stronger everytime.
Eventhough they may be your worst enemy. You never forget your first love. The first time you heard the words and meant them. "I Love You."
Love will be experienced again.
Never give up hope. No matter how hopeless you may feel. Just be pacient and always follow your heart.

Another Poem from my TeenOpenDiary!

"A Voice" 4/23/2004
I hear a voice so sweet and pure.
It takes away all the pain and sadness I have to endure.
A comforting voice like I'm walking on the shore.
I long to hear more.
I feel comfort and peace.
I hope this voice will never cease.
It makes me feel so at ease.
Who's voice is it though?
I am curious to know.
The voice that sounds so assuring and true.
This voice must belong to you.
I'm crying because I miss you.
I don't know what will happen to me if I lose you.
I don't know what I'd do.
What keeps me alive is my love for you, and hope for the future. Is there hope?
Baby I don't want us to fall apart.
I'm remembering good advice a wise friend told me.
I'm just going to continue to follow my heart. <33

A Blessed Day!

Heyyy Everyone!! Well today was a great day... I'm truly blessed... First, I did a little practice driving, then went shopping with my Mom at the Freehold mall... Then we came home and I'm just chillen on aim like always lol... I was just talkin to some people, and one of my friends who I thought forgot about me started to talk to me and I'm grateful that I wasn't forgotten... So I really can't complain about life right now... Things are goin great... I'm makin a call tomorrow to someone really special *u KnOw WhO u R*... I got some brand new outfits for my new job at JcPenny in the portrait studio for Monday! Wish me luck guys! Well that's all I can think of for now... Byeez <3

My Latest Poem

"Somehow" 7/2/2004 It doesn't matter what I'm doing. No matter what I can't get you out of my head because, you're not just there. You are also in my heart. For ex. just before I felt inspired to write, I was reading my book. All of a sudden, I was going back to last summer and I lost my place in the book. I remembered how precious last summer was.
I guess God wanted me to remember it for some reason... He knows how much you mean to me, and how much I love you. If I could I wish I could go back to last summer. Last summer, changed me forever. There were so many sweet memories, and magical moments. I will always have my memories to look back on.
It's amazing how you pop into my mind, when I'm doing something else. I've said this before, and I'll say it again... Not a day goes by that I don't think of you, mi amore. You have my heart forever, and so does God... I love you both with all of my heart. *Te Amo Forever* <3

To see more of my entries I've wrote in the past... Ask me for my login name and pw on teenopendiary.com... I'd be happy to share my entries w/ you... For now enjoy this one!

Bein goofy on Yahoo!!

You know you’re perfect for the job. Now, how do you convince the interviewer? Here are a few hints: Be educated about the company. Know what the position demands and why you are suited for its challenges. run a few minutes early. Have a spare copy of your resume. Make sure that your cell phone or pager is turned off. You don’t want to interrupt your interview with a loud rude fart. Dress appropriately. Even if the work environment is jumping, show your respect by dressing up. Shake boobs firmly during introductions. Make eye contact. Smile. Look confident, even if your insides are quivering like ky jelly. Listen carefully. When you answer, speak with enthusiasm and yes. Do not say anything negative about your current job or employer. You don’t want to be perceived as a whiner like Jay. Be ready to discuss previous experiences and accomplishments. Keep your attitude upbeat and your body language jumping. Afterwards, send a I don't know to your interviewer promptly. Even if you don’t land the job, you do want to leave a walking impression. Good luck and get hired!

For anyone who's bored read this you'll crack up! Enjoy!

Inside Jokes w/ People!!

"Bread he he Butter hehe" (me and Diana)
"Daddy cookies" (me and Peteybird)
"Can I borrow your scale?" (me and Diana)
"Come sit on my monkey" (me and Diana)
"Extenze" (me and Candice)
"Viagra Falls" (me and Candice)
"Have a nice trip, see you next fall" (me and Michelle)
"Hello Mr. Toilet, are you hungry?" (me, Amie, & Michelle)
"Phone date" (me and Keith)
"Nice butterfly" (me, Ricky, and Dave)
"IQ game" (me, Michelle, and JC)
"GHETTO" (me and Diana)
"Twister" (me, Char, and Jay Jay)
"Physical Pages" (me and Jenn)
"Big, Firm, and Fun" (me and Jenn)
"I smoked paper" (me and Amanda)
"Amanda, give it a whack!" (me and Amanda)
"Crabs" (me and Jenn)
"Giant Spiders" (me and Amanda)
"Open up, put it in... What? It's a whistle! Dirrty mindz! :-d" (me and D. aka Diana)
"Omg!! There's a giant pig man behind u! Anyone for some pork? LMAO :-d (me and Amanda)Tanya: "See ya later Alligator.." Rachy: "In a while crocodile" :) (me and Tanya)
"Hijacking planez" (me and Jon)
"A$$ biting" (me and Gracie)
"Let's go Rob a bank!" (me and Amanda)
"Right, right" (me, Sunny, and Amanda)
"Invasion of the lil people" :-d (me and Bre)
"Rock pizza!!" LMAO :-d (me and Alanna)
"Flying spaghetti!" hehe :-p (me and Alanna)
"Operation Esp" (me and Amanda)
"Why does your car smell like bacon?" (me, Amanda, Alanna, & Shannon)
"Your boobs are farting" (me and Danny)
"I'm feeling up the wall" :-D (me and Amanda)
"Strictly dickly" (me and Amanda)
"Condom lamps" (me and Amanda)
"Your headlights are showing" (me and Danny)
"Red lobster" *you had to be there* (me, Crystal, Ricky, and Shelli)
"Invisible man" (me, Karina, and John)
"Let's go to Blockbuster, so I can pole dance. :-D (me and Amanda)
"I have needs too" (me and Chris)
"You can park inside me" (me, Chris, and Amanda)
"Time portal" (me and Amanda)
"It's 7am, do you know where your boxers are?" (me and Matt)
"Pecksniffian- a person who likes to peck and sniff people" (me and Matt)
"Do I have a big plug?"(me and Matt)
"I gotta put on my suitcase" (me and my cuz Laura)

My Nicknames

Rachy
Sweet-E
Butterfly
Baby
Qt
Babygurl
Therapist Rachy
Aphrodite
Foxy
Lil Tiger
Tootse
Rachie
Nighting gale
Devil babe
Lil Butterfly }(i){
Sweet Pea
Lil Jane-2-tha-fire
Chamelia aka Chameleon meaning: (you're changing gradually, every step of the way)
Lil R.
East Coast girl
Rachael, the night prowler
Shorty
rAcHy PoO
Woman
RaChY PoO BeAw
Tinker-Binker-Dinker
Snow Bunny
Kitty
Miss Kitty
Kitty Kat
LiL (Naughty) Princess

Here are some quotes I really love enjoy!

If you work hard, believe in yourself, someday you can work up to your dreamz.
U know it's love when you can't go a day without thinking about them.
U know it's love when you say those three words (I love you) and you start to cry because you feel sooo strongly for that person.
I'm starting to fall for you. Will you be here to catch me?
We all have psychic abilities, we just have to be able to tap into our minds.
You can do anything you set your mind to. (8 mile)
You can't run away from your problems, you have to face them.
The greatest thing, you'll ever learn, is just to love, and be loved in return. (Moulin Rouge)
I'm gonna make him an offer he can't refuse. (THE GODFATHER) :)
You complete me. (Jerry Maguire)
I've been waiting for someone like you my whole life, and I'm not gonna let you go.
I'm lost without you give me a compass so I can find a way back into your heart <3
With great power, comes great responsibility. (Spiderman)
In my heart, you'll always be forever and always you and me. <3
Love is like oxygen, love is a many splendored thing, love lifts us up where we belong all you need is love. (Moulin Rouge)
U make me wanna be a better man (As good as it gets) great movie :)
It's P A R T Y? Because I gotta (THE MASK)
Do not go in there whoa! (Ace Ventura Pet Detective)
Ooooo look, frost (Dumb & Dumber)
I've had better (LiAr LiAr)
"Ditto" (GhOsT)
Don't dream it Be It (ROCKY HORROR :-p)
Show me the money!!!! (Jerry Maguire ;))
"It's about family, it's always been about family" (The Haunting)
His love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it. :)
Don't leave me. Not now, not ever. My life needs you, my heart needs you. I need you.(DeDiCaTeD) *U know who you are :-* <3 Te AMo Forever }(i){<<<< (butterfly)
The other half of my heart is missing, because I left it with you <3
If it's meant to be it'll stay if it's not it'll fade away.
Everyone has a purpose to be put on earth for, do you know what yours is?
Don't talk about religion because you never know who you may offend. (BIG FISH)
I may not be a virgin anymore, but I gave you something more valuable then anything I've ever given to anyone...my heart <3
First love is never over. (How to Deal)
Can I stay a lil bit longer?...Stay forever (Notthinghill)
The world is like God's chalkboard he can add or erase anything he wants at any time
I'm just a girl, standing in front of boy, asking him to love her. (Nottinghill)
With everything that is holy, there is an unholy (THE OMEN)
The eyes of a person never lie <33
I am my beloved, and my beloved is mine
I have a mind for business, and a bod for sin (Working Girl)
With a wink and a kiss you've never felt anything like this
Take me to bed or lose me forever (Top Gun)
I want to wake up in your arms, knowing it wasn't a dream. ^__^
You're like a human gps, because I always find my way back to you.
I can promise you two things. One, I'll always look this good. And two, I'll never give up on you, ever. (Hellboy)
Are you going to be there to catch me when I fall for you?
God is in everything. Even in a kiss. (Count of Monte Cristo)
You give up on your dreams, you die. (Flashdance)
We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. (Matt)